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five days and counting til the arrival of the gee family.
talula had another night of keeping us awake and not listening and frankly i am damn near fed up with the non listening "i wanter"
i am adding seom pics of miscellany that i wanted to get up here more to encourage myself to keep better track and attach images to the thoughts and so on.
it has been a emotionally brutal couple of weeks and the words havent come because when the words do come they are so sad that the tears come as well.
last week was lucy's (my sister) 9 year anniversary of being adopted on that same fucking day she was diagnosed with lymphoma. last week revolved around this- the treatment and at the end fo the week the treatment didnt come soon enough and we all had to say good bye.
teaching on saturday was rough - in terms of i had just found out afterteaching on fri night and well after some self torture watching marley and me (omg why did i do that?)
the next days puffy eyes were to be expected-
ugh.
ok i am gonna get ready to hit some morning yoga my furhter applicattion of words and images will continue later ...for now i hope yoga will give me what it is i need to get through today - of which i am not sure what it is i need although my heart has now entered my throat again and well will discuss this later as well as how life can be perpetual torture for someone with thing skin of whihc i have alot of...
xxx