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Friday, January 30, 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
saturday is hard sometimes
welcome home says puppy tiggy the other two monkeys are at stars on ice , and tim has taken the camera so i am sure i will have some winners to post later today.
got a nice email from favorite college flatmate- so nice to hear from her, watching a national geographic show on theodore kazinski, tummy and head all messed up from antibotics day seven but alas instead of ten days i have eleven as i didnt manage four tablets on most days- wow its been a long time since i have felt this wiped out whilst still supposidly being functional. the world really asks alot of people asking them to function like this. dizzy driving dizzy teaching was an ok class but i kinda felt oddly not there had a frustrated student today she was very frustrated and not happy and i not sure class made her any happier if not less.
i guess i had those classes once too- where i left feeeling let down by the teacher -
but i was in fact packing alot of too much emotional bullshit for anyone to take responsability other then myself.
the dog whisperer made me cry last night.
it was this bit about hurricaine katrina dogs who were seperated from their owners, and i am a real soft touch for the animal stories so the one dog was rehabilitated from his stresses and fixed up and then his owners found him and the reunion was just so amazing -
so i thought i was a tough cookie on the ourside- at least i had a good tough mask on but i think that is turning to goo as well.
maybe i have never had a tough mask on but a stupid mask.
tiggy is in front of me playing with his rubber brush - having just ate his dinner.
my family i know npt when they come home i know they were talking food post ice but i dont think me of present can leave house in car without wanting to go to sleep or something behind the wheel very scatty in the head.
so i am gonna begin putting together some little bits and bobs for making tiny alters out of altoids tins i have at least twenty tins - in a drawer waiting for magic to be done to them...
and what to go inside?
what ever happened to janet reno?
i am gonna try to learn the order of the 44 presidents...
obama
bush 2
clinton
bush1
reagan
carter
ford
nixon
johnson
kennedy
am i right so far..?
i am i am i havent gone very far though have i really thats ten done though and just you wait i need to learn more so i can forget again. runnning out of things to forget or that i want to forget.
i had a very lovely morning early afternoon with erica america.
we hit the teapot in capital hill after being looking for a cafe that was not wheer it was meant to be. we ate a bobo platter or was it bubu like pupu?
i cant remember it was wheat meat all sorts of styles.
nice lil greasey with an excellent mango salad with some yummy meaty fried things on top... the description above does not sound appetising but it was nice.
erica and i have had some weird dining expereinces thorughout america and uk and well this was a change in the food quality the ambience was kinda weird and great mirrors and dead trees and mirrors.
got a nice email from favorite college flatmate- so nice to hear from her, watching a national geographic show on theodore kazinski, tummy and head all messed up from antibotics day seven but alas instead of ten days i have eleven as i didnt manage four tablets on most days- wow its been a long time since i have felt this wiped out whilst still supposidly being functional. the world really asks alot of people asking them to function like this. dizzy driving dizzy teaching was an ok class but i kinda felt oddly not there had a frustrated student today she was very frustrated and not happy and i not sure class made her any happier if not less.
i guess i had those classes once too- where i left feeeling let down by the teacher -
but i was in fact packing alot of too much emotional bullshit for anyone to take responsability other then myself.
the dog whisperer made me cry last night.
it was this bit about hurricaine katrina dogs who were seperated from their owners, and i am a real soft touch for the animal stories so the one dog was rehabilitated from his stresses and fixed up and then his owners found him and the reunion was just so amazing -
so i thought i was a tough cookie on the ourside- at least i had a good tough mask on but i think that is turning to goo as well.
maybe i have never had a tough mask on but a stupid mask.
tiggy is in front of me playing with his rubber brush - having just ate his dinner.
my family i know npt when they come home i know they were talking food post ice but i dont think me of present can leave house in car without wanting to go to sleep or something behind the wheel very scatty in the head.
so i am gonna begin putting together some little bits and bobs for making tiny alters out of altoids tins i have at least twenty tins - in a drawer waiting for magic to be done to them...
and what to go inside?
what ever happened to janet reno?
i am gonna try to learn the order of the 44 presidents...
obama
bush 2
clinton
bush1
reagan
carter
ford
nixon
johnson
kennedy
am i right so far..?
i am i am i havent gone very far though have i really thats ten done though and just you wait i need to learn more so i can forget again. runnning out of things to forget or that i want to forget.
i had a very lovely morning early afternoon with erica america.
we hit the teapot in capital hill after being looking for a cafe that was not wheer it was meant to be. we ate a bobo platter or was it bubu like pupu?
i cant remember it was wheat meat all sorts of styles.
nice lil greasey with an excellent mango salad with some yummy meaty fried things on top... the description above does not sound appetising but it was nice.
erica and i have had some weird dining expereinces thorughout america and uk and well this was a change in the food quality the ambience was kinda weird and great mirrors and dead trees and mirrors.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
the day has finally come
obama is here as president and many tears were shed . now the drama of the election will be replaced with the reality of action. it feels like a whole pot of energy has been tired up that had laid as stagment sediment of lives- people who had settled into the malaise of george bush's ineptitude and harsh reign well now the atmosphere feels lighter and i am proud for the first time to be an american.
a weight has been lifted from a country and well we are making progress already in having elected obama. i was for hillary and still am but damn he made me cry too just like she did.
is this just a new phase of life when thirty hits where politics make you cry? i dont know where this new emotive outpoorting came from but it has only happened since hillary. what the hell?
i am curious to see where it goes from here and the contagiousness of it all spreads like already melted butter on an already warm roll...mm like a butter sponge . i hope life becomes more like an edible butter sponge.
the fog was here all day- from 8 am til dark it had the same thickness of fog, which was pretty mystical walking over in carkeek park up to the hill and down another path- hearing but not seeing the water the edge just being a line with soft white cloudy fairy ridden cotten cushioning it's less scary nonendingness. hearing the train and again not seeing anything just like everything past 15 feet beomes a soundtrack and could be a tramp in the bush with a boombox- ok a really good stereosystem with appropriatly placed speakers. i have been trying to write in the mornings i have had two days out of about a week. i have a sleeping dog on my right side keeping me relaxed and warm all at once.
and speaking of things to do , more yoga.
right now...
a weight has been lifted from a country and well we are making progress already in having elected obama. i was for hillary and still am but damn he made me cry too just like she did.
is this just a new phase of life when thirty hits where politics make you cry? i dont know where this new emotive outpoorting came from but it has only happened since hillary. what the hell?
i am curious to see where it goes from here and the contagiousness of it all spreads like already melted butter on an already warm roll...mm like a butter sponge . i hope life becomes more like an edible butter sponge.
the fog was here all day- from 8 am til dark it had the same thickness of fog, which was pretty mystical walking over in carkeek park up to the hill and down another path- hearing but not seeing the water the edge just being a line with soft white cloudy fairy ridden cotten cushioning it's less scary nonendingness. hearing the train and again not seeing anything just like everything past 15 feet beomes a soundtrack and could be a tramp in the bush with a boombox- ok a really good stereosystem with appropriatly placed speakers. i have been trying to write in the mornings i have had two days out of about a week. i have a sleeping dog on my right side keeping me relaxed and warm all at once.
and speaking of things to do , more yoga.
right now...
Friday, January 16, 2009
the new year and the dawn of the new dog...
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first vets visit on his second day with us dec 27th 2008
sunset at our house on a thursday - the 2nd floor balcony ...oh how lovely...
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