its december folks - the 15th to be precise and we all know its all about precision, well sometimes it is.
talula and i are sat on the sofa with her under a blankie and me under a laptop. the fireplace is on- and by on i mean switched on cause its gas rather then log.
our new house rocks with warmth and well us!
i painted a downstairs section of our front hall yesterday- its orange and really invigorating!
it livened up th downstairs quite a bit and i hope it doesnt seem to clashy with carpet.
so my hippy plan is kinda to add colours that follow the chakra system ( or the rainbow depending on how you look at it) from the root at the base of house to the crown at the top...
so we have the enlivfening colours downstairs to warm and welcome and the more mellower ones as we ascend to the third floor.
so lounge so far has the green and well its really would look good with some more purple but purple falls inthe the upstiars zone so do i deny the natural inclination to add more purple or drop back to chakra order and add blue..
i guess the rug is blue and purple could just be a highlight?
i think about some things too much to avoide the other things like being a social leper whihc when thought about just fills with sadness.
so o thinky about the pms 's desire to make me feel bad about how socially i am a loser, and think instead about colours...
its amazing how pms goes so well with already established self defication right? hand in hand.
now talula is starting to realise my energies are not focuse on watching her with ultimate anticipation she is starting to kick me frm underneth her blanket and fake cough.
jesus.
i honestly have to say i ampresetnly very limited in what i can do with her around-
mostly nothing unless it caters to her-
is this how it goes?
is this how it should be?
i hoenstly am forgetting who it is i was or what the hell one is meant to do - to ignore poots feels wrong to just be continuosly her minion also feels wroung...
kids should so come with individual handbooks specifically aimed towards who they are-
nature isnt good at providing instructions specific to the person so much...
i would like nature to begin documenting itself better?ok?
xxx
