ok can you please stop it with all the images now just stop.

ok can you please stop it with all the images now just stop.

and some hdr images for those who are interested

some recent HDR shots about the seattle place that we live.

hdr images and some video...deers

HDR Image from the twin firs trail near Nisqually entrance of mt rainer national park

and so it goes

jaja buried alive by talula after mistakenly being tired around the kida-gee's

wakey wakey jaja and co in morning
tim vs tree
the trail of shadows loop
seattle asian art museum

poots on the camel
this last image is an hdr image from the seattle aquarium -
so it is three images taken at different exposures and melded together into the super duper hdr image - this a little less impressive then the big honest file. this being just a lil ole jpeg.




forest of the patriarchs

wow a lake on the way from the south eastern stevens canyon entrance to paradise


the rain came today we are laying low in fremont october fest is happening or maybe not really much happening at all.
tim and poots watching tv although my quiet moment alone upstairs with lucy has been disturbed and they remembered that i exist again.
sometimes its nice to think you are alone right!
not for long but just a tiny void of no small person bossing you around , she is rather bossy .
she is ordering tim to "turn the tv off, it will run out of batteries""turn it off it will run out of gas"
yes over and over and over.
just like the rain.
i need coffee!

holy mother of F**K

summer time ballon head....


Paradise.......




so ok- i know i have been a slack ass bastard with keeping this thing updated but i am starting some new years or rather mid years resolutions and this is one- to at least update the photos on a more regular basis- i know i know i have said this before but this time i am fuled on two coffees hile the resat of the family sleeps- it is quarter to eleven am you know...
so this week has really kinda sucked from sun all the way through to today another sunday.
and it has gone from suck to more suck.
we have been to the doctors three times- the third time was last night at ten pm- urgent care at group health which was much better then a and e or ER but hell ten thirty on a saturday night (almost like a cure song) and well on our fifth year anniversary.
so that was a hell of a marker right?
we were meant to be in leavenworth- in the foothills of the north csacades- and well theonly thing that got me through this week was that thought- a night n the mountains.
pooty to nana and jajas- but no.
no no no.
from sun to thurs- fever.
from thurs on rash that gets worse nd worse throughout day and well ended up being helped by antihistimines. which means its either an allergic reaction to whatever virus she has had or its completly seperate and coincidental that it happended right after- unlikely as well.
although after two doctors visits and rash seen by doctor we kinda hoped he had given us the right advice- calimine lotion...
but two days of screaming hurting itching and cryng and all that making it worse of course.....
fuck.
pardon my fucking language but hell this has been one of "those" weeks.
i have ot been up to much aside from pooty tending.
i didnt teach fri as she freaked out at noon and well doctor we went-
i taught sat but it was one of the most uninspired classes-
my head was there but hadnt been there all week - i went to no one else's yoga all week-
we were in side on our own.
and well even worse is right now i have friends here - well i thought were friends but when it comes down to me needing to talk and have a gas about problems - well they just think i am a freak and need to hire help - someone to talk to.
actually i just need friends.
cause friends talk.
oh well.
maybe i am too odd to be loved by more then two - three people who arent related to me- thos people who mostly "have to" love you
too weird too something.
and its weird cause i know we all suffer the same and have the same tiny or loud voices in our heads that promote us and distratc us and put us down and all that stuff-
and maybe i lsten to them too much sometimes - possibly not enough the other times and just listen to the wround ones but dont we all...
and there is this unity amoungst us all i mean we are all after all parasites on this ball of earth-
we are in this petri dish together affecting one another -
but we all keep things so seperate- and we dont want to see the collapse of another and we get angry when we see things in other people that bother us about oursleves-
but we all limit oursleves more and more- seperate - and in yoga when i can practice what i preach there is no seperation in my mind we are all seamlessly connected and the first thing i want to do is smile at people - offer up something ncie to someone you dont know with no ties- just a smile-
but how often is that returned?
mostly they look at you like you are a freak ...
dont trust anyone who si too nice right...
i am a very confused person right now-
it feels like people have come back this week - old friend getting in touch-
but then other people dont like to see too much of the reality behind the facade...and have distanced themselves.
i dont know.
it hurts.